Friday, July 29, 2005
such coincidental! oh right. that night. i was listening to an jing- jay chou. processing the lyrics. oh mans. so real. so true. anyways. shall not think so much. -be gone-
hohoho! econs lecture yesterday was one hell load of crap. MR KENNETH FONG. was so irritated by us. i mean. seriously. nothing wrong wif us talking yea? like ive said econs teachers are like teachers, the notes are slping pills. okie. so much of scoldings. i feel good. hohoh! so long before another scolding. then we left the class. some kind of attitude. HTM summore. hohoho!
sumthing wierd about me these few days and it gets irritating when i myself dunno wad's wrong. yesh yesh. im juz wierd.
sick yesterday.
have u ever feel so useless to the point that u couldnt stand urself?
i do.
yeeping ; 12:50 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005 presentation sucks. thought i'll be fine. after that. went esplanade, glutton's bay. and clarke quay. indochine wif cedric nic crys jj and serene. they drank 4 diff mocktails. alrights. we had so much fun. until... sad case.
Untitled lyrics Simple Plan I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight And I can’t stand the pain And I can’t make it go away No I can’t stand the pain How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
yeeping ; 1:17 AM
Monday, July 25, 2005
riite. in sch right now. ohh today presentation on euthanasia. what the heck?! got much help from Andrew and teddy last night. gosh. i slpt at 4.30 and woke up at 7 lahh. super tired. dunoo whether can tahan till 3 later. i better not screw up my presentation later. boo! i look like a fat duck wearing my blazer and it suck. hahah! but i look like a professional banquet manager. a step nearer to my FOUR SEASONS target. hhoho! slpy. yawns.
yeeping ; 10:23 AM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005 oh mans. today woke up super late for class. hoho! supposed to meet my friend at MY bus stop at 8.10 this morning. but i woke up at 8.20. im such a bum. rushed and stuff. i met him at 8.30. oh mans. lessons at 9. crap. so we took 25 and head down to sch. 8.50. still on the bus. then we decided to take a cab. wad could be worse. there's no vacant cabs around. i dialed for one. and it came in minutes. reached sch at 9.30. im reallie sorry. i feel so bad. then i ran ran ran to my lab. *sneezed sneezed* ms nicola must be thinking of me. hahaa. stepped in. everyone's staring at me. oh mans. took a sit. -breathe-
lunch was fine. except tt i was a little sick. wif slight headache and nausea. yea. had econs lecture. mans. econs teachers are like doctors. notes are like sleeping pills. cant stand it. hohoo! proj after sch. cedric and his irritating self. never change. since i know u. hahaha. idiot.
yeeping ; 8:03 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
my body feels soft. worked from 11am to 1am yesterday. oh mans. thanks alex for coming. the customers. irritating ones can be that irritating. old ppl juz love to stretch our patience so much. 3 of them came. asked for tea they wan singapore tea?! "oh u mean english breakfast?" 'nono. u just dont understand me' "huh?! lipton tea is it?" then i was thinking isnt it english breakfast? hahaa! fine. then a bunch of indians came. my gosh they're the -toot- grandma shut me up when im helping her son order some drink. and so i kept quiet. she open my cookie jar took one and ate it. then asked me to show her to tea flavours and i did. then she used her fingers full of cookie bits and saliva, touched the teas and finally chose 1. 2 packets of sugar. 1 for the tea. 1 for graffitti-ing the table. riite. then left. not long after tt. a sweet and cute little girl came running to me. 'ah yi (aunty in chinese) qing bang wo diu diao hao ma?' she asked ME! oh my gosh. at the moment i was like stunned. aunty. oh mans i look tt old. okie enough said.
there was this 3 boys trying to impress the female friends i assumed. so cute. they're good looking too. any other girl will fall for any one of them. hahaha! the way he ordered his ice creams too. younger guys.. yesh. they're tt cute. but he was wearing ACS barker... short pants?! oh mans. i'll falling for younger kids. hahah! kidding. =Pp
then i was touched by a particular group of ppl. they have speaking disability. but they were very polite. one was at the counter trying to order the promotional sandwich. but he misunderstood it. so i took some time explaining it to him (writing on the papers). then he apologised for the trouble. i was like.. so touched. its okie. ((:
came a couple. girl with speaking problem but guy is normal. they started communicating with hand signs to order and stuff. when the guy came to order.. i was pretty touched. in my mind i was thinking. 'will any other guys accept their gfs to be this way.. like him?' ((:
singaporean guys are turning gays. even the most machos around. why?! tt day i was observing. most girls (aged 15 to 40) pay for their bf or even colleagues. so disappointing. why why! tell me why?
yeeping ; 10:05 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
holis aint holis. had test last week it was not so bad. GREAT. its over. after 2 months of sorrows. ppl ask me wad i'll do during my free time. i was like "huh! i dun have free time. juz work. sch. and yea." then i realised. my only free time is midnight after work. hohooo. im happy again! ask me y. hahahha! thanks ivan for reminding me to update this pathetic blog of mine. yesh yesh! i miss u guys. tmr cds selection. french! yesh. ((: